Yasmine
One last chance
Hi everyone, I hope you are all doing well, most of you are and I really admire you for doing so. I wish I had the disapline to do so.
I can't beleive I'm letting this happen. I'm back to square one. I hate myself again, I completely lost control and now I'm getting fat again.
No matter how full I am, no matter how much pain I'm in or how bloated I am, I can't stop eating. And I've really been doing something so stupid and I'm scared that I'm hooked on making myself sick. I've been doing it for about a week now.
Now, I have to do lipotrim while on holiday because if I don't It's going to pile all back on. I'm too scared to go back on the scales, I want to know the damage but at the same time I don't.
And it seems now that no matter what I eat, I bloat. I've been bloated for 1 week :cry:.
I've taken laxatives, I haven't gone at all. I've got pain in my back, I haven't slept for days, I've had mugs upon mugs of peppermint tea for the bloating, as well as taken 16 tablets of rennie a day. I also tried deflatine. Nothing is stopping the bloating!
I wish that I could just live off Lipotrim. I hate eating! it just makes me feel like ****! I feel horrible, disgusting, I feel like me when I was 15st.
I'm back on Lipotrim tomorrow and this time I'm going down to 9st, even if it messes me up inside.
I can't beleive I'm letting this happen. I'm back to square one. I hate myself again, I completely lost control and now I'm getting fat again.
No matter how full I am, no matter how much pain I'm in or how bloated I am, I can't stop eating. And I've really been doing something so stupid and I'm scared that I'm hooked on making myself sick. I've been doing it for about a week now.
Now, I have to do lipotrim while on holiday because if I don't It's going to pile all back on. I'm too scared to go back on the scales, I want to know the damage but at the same time I don't.
And it seems now that no matter what I eat, I bloat. I've been bloated for 1 week :cry:.
I've taken laxatives, I haven't gone at all. I've got pain in my back, I haven't slept for days, I've had mugs upon mugs of peppermint tea for the bloating, as well as taken 16 tablets of rennie a day. I also tried deflatine. Nothing is stopping the bloating!
I wish that I could just live off Lipotrim. I hate eating! it just makes me feel like ****! I feel horrible, disgusting, I feel like me when I was 15st.
I'm back on Lipotrim tomorrow and this time I'm going down to 9st, even if it messes me up inside.