Lostris
Serena's title didn't fit
Right. So.
Ever seen those fat people on tv saying: oh, I never realised I'd gotten so fat... I just didn't see it.
Well, I was always the person sitting on the sofa going; bwahha, as if you don't notice..
Now I'm dieting myself because I did not notice as well. I feel stupid and ignorant for just not seeing it... people around me saw.. they gave me hints and tips but I just didn't see it.. I didn't till I weighed over 100 kilograms (eh? 200 pounds or something?) and stood on the scale crying. I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE FAT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER EVER EVER!
But.. what if I let it slip ?
I still have about 4 months of CD diet to go but I'm really quite worried about this already
I'm scared I'll go mad if I come off CD.. not foodwise.. no, more like.. non-foodwise.. as in not eating cause I'm so worried about regaining weight.
I don't want to regain any of it and I'm really terrified of the thought. I want this to work, I want to do well, I need to do well.
Tips to make me feel less creeped out about it all ? :s
I'll be spamming this forum in 4 months time I'm sure of it.. :x
Ever seen those fat people on tv saying: oh, I never realised I'd gotten so fat... I just didn't see it.
Well, I was always the person sitting on the sofa going; bwahha, as if you don't notice..
Now I'm dieting myself because I did not notice as well. I feel stupid and ignorant for just not seeing it... people around me saw.. they gave me hints and tips but I just didn't see it.. I didn't till I weighed over 100 kilograms (eh? 200 pounds or something?) and stood on the scale crying. I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE FAT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER EVER EVER!
But.. what if I let it slip ?
I still have about 4 months of CD diet to go but I'm really quite worried about this already
I'm scared I'll go mad if I come off CD.. not foodwise.. no, more like.. non-foodwise.. as in not eating cause I'm so worried about regaining weight.
I don't want to regain any of it and I'm really terrified of the thought. I want this to work, I want to do well, I need to do well.
Tips to make me feel less creeped out about it all ? :s
I'll be spamming this forum in 4 months time I'm sure of it.. :x