Candlewix
Down boy!
I'm having a dilemma getting my head around doing CD again. I know I will lose the weight, I know its the best quick loss regime I have found in my dieting life (and trust me its been a long one). It's just that I know sure as trees shed leaves in Winter, I could be subject to gaining it all back due to my history of emotional eating.
Here's my problem: I don't know how to allow myself to be fat in a society where fat is so stigmatized. Even though it's not true that fat people are bad/lazy/etc, I still have to live in a world that treats me that way. It's easy to say "just ignore everyone" or "don't care what they think" but that's just not practical.
So do I give up now, save myself a few/lot of ££'s and try and learn how to 'normal eat'...or do I carry on regardless. I have to change something!!!
Guess I'm just having a cold bad day...sigh.
PS: I'm not hungry ( due to my BFF ketosis) just fed up big time!!!!
Here's my problem: I don't know how to allow myself to be fat in a society where fat is so stigmatized. Even though it's not true that fat people are bad/lazy/etc, I still have to live in a world that treats me that way. It's easy to say "just ignore everyone" or "don't care what they think" but that's just not practical.
So do I give up now, save myself a few/lot of ££'s and try and learn how to 'normal eat'...or do I carry on regardless. I have to change something!!!
Guess I'm just having a cold bad day...sigh.
PS: I'm not hungry ( due to my BFF ketosis) just fed up big time!!!!