fatisnofun
Full Member
Normally, if I had a day like the one I had today, I'd be on the phone right about now ordering a chinese, surrounded by chocolate, fizzy drinks and crisps...how thats not the case is down to pure determination.
Today was supposed to be payday, I had looked forward to getting some bills paid, and had an appt at the beauty salon for a waz and a facial...just to treat myself!
Turns out the bank has made some sort of stupid error, and although at 4pm today they ASSURED me my pay would be in my account by 6pm...guess what? Its wasn't!
I'd gone for my appt at the salon thinking I'd pop out at 6pm between the wax and the facial and get money...to my horror, NO MONEY. Ended up having to drive in rish-hour traffic to OH's job to get his credit card, with hardly any petrol in the car and no money to buy any. I had a bit of a cry I must admit!
Then get a phonecall from my mam tonight with some dramatic stuff going on with the family at the moment, which resulted in me having to speak to a garda this evening to enquire as to why nothing was being done about the matter...she was the rudest little upstart ever!! But with the day I'd had, by the end of the conversation she was decidedly more polite...I tore her a new one over the phone basically...not pretty.
I said "Thats it I'm ordering a takeaway" and for about a minute I was telling myself all the reasons why I should...then determination kicked in and I gave myself a stern talking to and resisted the urge. I'm quite proud of myself....I AM a binger...I've NEVER been able to talk myself out of a binge ever before...so its a big step, if I can get through today without eating, then I can get through anything!
Thanks all for letting me rant!
FINF
Today was supposed to be payday, I had looked forward to getting some bills paid, and had an appt at the beauty salon for a waz and a facial...just to treat myself!
Turns out the bank has made some sort of stupid error, and although at 4pm today they ASSURED me my pay would be in my account by 6pm...guess what? Its wasn't!
I'd gone for my appt at the salon thinking I'd pop out at 6pm between the wax and the facial and get money...to my horror, NO MONEY. Ended up having to drive in rish-hour traffic to OH's job to get his credit card, with hardly any petrol in the car and no money to buy any. I had a bit of a cry I must admit!
Then get a phonecall from my mam tonight with some dramatic stuff going on with the family at the moment, which resulted in me having to speak to a garda this evening to enquire as to why nothing was being done about the matter...she was the rudest little upstart ever!! But with the day I'd had, by the end of the conversation she was decidedly more polite...I tore her a new one over the phone basically...not pretty.
I said "Thats it I'm ordering a takeaway" and for about a minute I was telling myself all the reasons why I should...then determination kicked in and I gave myself a stern talking to and resisted the urge. I'm quite proud of myself....I AM a binger...I've NEVER been able to talk myself out of a binge ever before...so its a big step, if I can get through today without eating, then I can get through anything!
Thanks all for letting me rant!
FINF