Hi Girls.
Moomoo it's so nice to see you back again and I would love to see you back on the team as you posted every day!
I think CQ may have given up unless she is away on holidays or something?
Saraian, I hope you are feeling better about the group now.
Mrss P as promised here are your pics!!
Kinda hard to look at his face eh? LOL
And of course the lovely Dermot (great name, my DS3 is called Dermot also!)
Okay now for something that I have wanted to do, but feel awful about it so I need to tell you all and hope that you won't think any less of me.
I have been in a terrible cycle of SSing for a day or two then binging for the rest of the week for a long time now.
I lost 11lbs a few wees ago and I weighed myself today and I have gained 18lbs.
So all of the 11 and then some to boot.
I honestly was in tears.
I can't seem to get out of this cycle and it's breaking my heart.
I want this so much and really wanted to be 4stone down by Christmas to reach the fourteens and now there is no chance in hell hat will happen.
DH has promised to deal with feeding the children all next week and this will hopefully give me that chance to get well into SSing before having to deal with food at all.
I really rally hope it works because right now I can't even leave the house because I'm so ashamed of my weight.
DS3 is getting his injections tomorrow and I am sending DH with him because I can't face having to sit there in front of other people.
I know I'm the only one who can do this and I have let myself down and you girls down too so I'm sorry for that.
So there you go, everyone has been losing whilst I have gained nearly a stone and a half :cry:
I feel better telling you all because at least you all know where I am and what I'm doing.
I'm re starting tomorrow and I will totally understand of you want a different team leader until Kelly comes back.
Someone who has done a bit better than me for start.
Sorry again girls, but I will try my very hardest to do you and myself proud from now on.
MB
xxx