Oops i forgot i asked to be in this team hahaha My mind is all over the place at the moment. I will still love to be a part of your team if you will have me
I am 25 from Northumberland UK. I live with my Bf Andreas who is lovely slim and FIT (as in a healthy way) well he is also hunky too haha! I am soooo over weight its now just embarrassing to even think about how over weight i am! I have 13stone to lose! Yes thats right 13stone, your probably wondering WHAT AN EARTH SHE IS HUGE ..... and your right i am =\. But this year 2012 i have a few things that i am going to achieve
1. Lose 13stone!
2. Get fit and healthy
3. Be able to fit into a plane seat!
4. Be able to shop in NORMAL shops!
I am 25 and i feel 65, my weight is just really getting me down! Now because your my team i am gonna open up to you and tell u everything, So i start CD 2 years ago starting at 20stone and lost i 3stone and then had to come off the diet because i no longer had the money to fund it

Well since then all i have tried to do is get back onto the diet and each time i just fail and dont even last a day! This time i came back to my CDC who is lovely and she weighed me and the scales read 24st 7lb well i nearly fell over i was so shocked and i burst out crying! The way i was heading i was going to be on one of them programmes where they need a crane to lift me out of the house! So here i go my FINAL time i am going to do this diet and i AM going to succeed!!!
So i started at the end of Nov start of Dec and did 3weeks and lost 16lb before i came off the diet for Christmas! I restarted the Diet a week ago and i am finding it fine. I am sticking to it and trying to get my water in take! My first WI after the Christmas is tomorrow at 4pm so thats when i will see how much i have lost or put on over the Christmas and i will be able to go from there!Kind of excited really lol.
So things i am going to do to help me lose this weight is....
~ I am going to make sure i only have my shakes which consists of no bars as they tend to slow my losses down.
~ I have ordered a swimming costume and i am going to start going swimming with my friend of a morning (Kinda nervous but she is the same size as me and goes every morning and said there is only old people there)
~ I have just bought Zumba 2 for the Wii and also Just Dance 3.. i have made a packed to myself to at least do 30mins a day of exercise.... My bf is going to do this with me to make it more fun which i am over the moon about! My friend (the one i am going swimming with) has also just ordered a Wii so we can also do the Wii together and lose weight.
~ Stopped going out on nights out with friends. If i want to see them i am going to go to the girly nights we have at each others house there is no need for me to go out and get drunk with them... i am sure they can wait for me for a year to go and party with them lol.
~ Do more active things with my bf, we are going bowling this week and we REALLY enjoy it.
I am hiding that i am on the diet from everyone because i dont want to put to much pressure on myself and they all think I am silly and i know my skinny friends talk behind my back about me and my weight problem and this will just be another thing for them to gossip about. I attended a course in September sent by my doctor so i can be referred for a gastric band, it was the talking point for months with my friends, never to me i would hear from others! So no telling anyone! My mother and my bf knows and thats IT! I really want to lose this weight before i have to go for a gastric band i just want to get fit and healthy too i dont want to die before i am 30!
My mother lives in Cyprus and i love visiting her because she is my best friend and i love her so much but i also HATE it..... The horrible plane seat that i cant fit into and then there is the unbearable heat and then to top if off i can never fit into anything nice and cooling i always have to wear black so i dont look as fat and try cover up my flab with tops that in that heat just make me sweat and look like a horrible over weight sweaty mess! I hope to have lost half of what i have to lose by the time i go in June! Do you think that is possible?
Ok ok ok i think i have talked and talked i better shut up haha. I will be on this site an awful lost over the next year.

<3 xxxx