This time I will do it!!...
- Thread starter flabtofit
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twilightpumpkin
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Hi i hope you dont mind me commenting ive read your whole food diary and i find you inspiring and can relate to alot of the things you said. Ive had bulimia for ten years done every diet under sun tried tablets used laxatives ive tried to healthy eat but find myself struggling im hoping seeing what youve achieved whilst under a lot of strains and struggles i can do the same. Ive got 5 year old twin daughters and want to try and set a good example to them and hope with sw which im starting tommorow i can get my eating under control and eat meals as a family. Well done again 
flabtofit
Gold Member
Hi i hope you dont mind me commenting ive read your whole food diary and i find you inspiring and can relate to alot of the things you said. Ive had bulimia for ten years done every diet under sun tried tablets used laxatives ive tried to healthy eat but find myself struggling im hoping seeing what youve achieved whilst under a lot of strains and struggles i can do the same. Ive got 5 year old twin daughters and want to try and set a good example to them and hope with sw which im starting tommorow i can get my eating under control and eat meals as a family. Well done again
Of course I don't mind you commenting. And thank you for reading my diary.
I think a lot of 'dieters' have had some form of eating disorder in the past. Overcoming them is as much a psychological things as anything else.
Twins must be hard work, I take my hat off to you!
I wish you the best of luck on your journey - setting a good example to the children is something I can relate to, I never want my babies to have an issue with food or weight.
If I can help at all just shout.
Good luck xx
flabtofit
Gold Member
All the bikini's I ordered ready for holidays in November arrived today.
Tried them all on and realised I look like a deflated balloon!
Despite the weight loss I struggle with my body image outside of my clothes comfort blanket.
Will ask Personal Trainer tomorrow if there is anything more targetted we can do for the loose skin.
We shall see...
Today's food:
HExA = 2 Babybel
HExB = 2 Weetabix
BREAKFAST:
Banana
LUNCH:
Warburtons Lunch Pitta (4 syns) filled with Egg Mayo (1 syn)
Banana
DINNER:
Salad - Mixed Leaves, Beetroot, Spring Onions, Radish, Cucumber, Tomatoes, Sweet Pepper and Pickled Jalapeno's
Mullerlight
SNACKS:
Biscuit (3 syns)
Cherries
Weetabix (HExB) Cake with Raisins (6 syns)
TOTAL SYNS = 14 SYNS
Exercise - None
Tried them all on and realised I look like a deflated balloon!
Despite the weight loss I struggle with my body image outside of my clothes comfort blanket.
Will ask Personal Trainer tomorrow if there is anything more targetted we can do for the loose skin.
We shall see...
Today's food:
HExA = 2 Babybel
HExB = 2 Weetabix
BREAKFAST:
Banana
LUNCH:
Warburtons Lunch Pitta (4 syns) filled with Egg Mayo (1 syn)
Banana
DINNER:
Salad - Mixed Leaves, Beetroot, Spring Onions, Radish, Cucumber, Tomatoes, Sweet Pepper and Pickled Jalapeno's
Mullerlight
SNACKS:
Biscuit (3 syns)
Cherries
Weetabix (HExB) Cake with Raisins (6 syns)
TOTAL SYNS = 14 SYNS
Exercise - None
flabtofit
Gold Member
Day hasn't been too bad thank hun. Was called into the office with everyone else who was interviewed for the job the other day. Apparently, the bloke that got the jobs didn't even apply, they just rung him after the other interviews and basically asked if he wanted it!
Couldn't believe it. Our mananger basically asked if anyone wanted to complain about it but that if we did, our grievance would be against her as she was the chair of the panel. Basically it was a thinly veiled warning not to complain.
Another internal vacancy has arisen in the department that does court action. Right up my street but rumours are already rife that someone has been told that they have the position already, despite the advert only going out today!
I won't be applying and making a fool of myself if that's the case.
Anyway, how has your day been? X
Couldn't believe it. Our mananger basically asked if anyone wanted to complain about it but that if we did, our grievance would be against her as she was the chair of the panel. Basically it was a thinly veiled warning not to complain.
Another internal vacancy has arisen in the department that does court action. Right up my street but rumours are already rife that someone has been told that they have the position already, despite the advert only going out today!
I won't be applying and making a fool of myself if that's the case.
Anyway, how has your day been? X
gillybops
Gold Member
Me hon I have accepted it as part if my journey but exercising as I go has reduced it loads more than I thought after losing 12st 5.5
twilightpumpkin
Full Member
Awww thankyou very hard at the beginning there like two peas in a pod now i cant imagine having two children of different ages and imagine this been extremley hard but as mums you just do it.
I would definately hate them to have any food/weight related issues especially because of me so hopefully this can help in someways i know the mental side is up to me.
Thankyou for your support feeling positive for tommorow hopefully i can stay like this
