Hey. Nah, it's ok. I think I'm getting there mentally with the whole Hugo thing, it's SW which has proper gone by the wayside. Gonna start afresh Monday, but still pretty much stick to it today, if that makes sense! Basically, mentally, Monday I will try and get my little noggin round it all again, and do some planning food wise. Expecting a gain Tuesday, perhaps a pound or two.
With regards Hugo, he is settling amazingly well, and is like a different dog. It has been suggested to me by several different people that the problem wasn't Hugo, it was me. I have been described as being 'unhinged', which I didn't appreciate. They then backtracked and said its more a case I have no control over my emotions. Which is kinda true. If I'm sad, I cry. If I'm angry, I shout. Ifr I'm annoyed, I looked pretty ticked off and get really sarcastic or stroppy. If I'm happy, I'm happy. I can't stop myself from crying when I'm sad, I can't stop myself feeling anxious or stressed. They pretty much control me. I don't think its ness a bad thing, but it obviously fed Hugo the wrong signals, so he felt he had to always protect me, bless his hairy cotton socks. It was also suggested I may be bipolar, but I think that was more of a fashion thing rather than I actually exhibited the symptoms. Yeah I have highs and lows, but they are rarely manic.
But yeah, Hugo is doing well, the cats are doing well, the house is slowly getting tidied and sorted out, then all that's left is to turn me into a pretty slender thing
Oh, food yesterday was chicken skewers and rice for lunch, turkey curry with boiled rice and home made bhajis for tea, and an aero biscuit as a snack, and a sneaky doughnut.
