Bella30
Silver Member
Hi Everyone
Hope you're all having a lovely Christmas. I need to write this because it's playing on my mind and I'm hoping someone will be able to offer so much needed advice.
I'm gearing myself up for my New Years Resolutions beginning next week, but the thought of them is scaring the hell out of me. The reason being is I'm taking on some tough challenges in 2011. I've tried this year but am yet to achieve them. They are as follows:
1) Lose 5 stone in weight
2) Find a new job
3) Sort of my horrific finances
The reason why they're scaring me is because I know it's going to be such a difficult task to do all three.
I've battled with my weight for so long now and really want to lose it, but can never find the strength and determination to get to goal.
I've also been looking for a new job in London and have applied to so many, but am just not getting the break. The thought of more knock backs is awful because I know where that will lead..binge eating.
As for my finances, I need to find a job so I can stop binging so I can stop spending on my stupid credit card.
It's such a silly situation I have got myself into and am trying SO hard to get out of it but just don't know what to do. I can't talk to my family about it because they don't know about my binging and I don't want them to know because I feel ashamed that I do it.
Anyway, I'm determined to do it this time, I just hope my will power supports me through it this time!
Hope you're all having a lovely Christmas. I need to write this because it's playing on my mind and I'm hoping someone will be able to offer so much needed advice.
I'm gearing myself up for my New Years Resolutions beginning next week, but the thought of them is scaring the hell out of me. The reason being is I'm taking on some tough challenges in 2011. I've tried this year but am yet to achieve them. They are as follows:
1) Lose 5 stone in weight
2) Find a new job
3) Sort of my horrific finances
The reason why they're scaring me is because I know it's going to be such a difficult task to do all three.
I've battled with my weight for so long now and really want to lose it, but can never find the strength and determination to get to goal.
I've also been looking for a new job in London and have applied to so many, but am just not getting the break. The thought of more knock backs is awful because I know where that will lead..binge eating.
As for my finances, I need to find a job so I can stop binging so I can stop spending on my stupid credit card.
It's such a silly situation I have got myself into and am trying SO hard to get out of it but just don't know what to do. I can't talk to my family about it because they don't know about my binging and I don't want them to know because I feel ashamed that I do it.
Anyway, I'm determined to do it this time, I just hope my will power supports me through it this time!