Yesterday, the absolutely most important thing for me, was to be in control of my eating and to lose weight. I was hating binging, completely fed up with it and 100% motivated to get back on CD. Yesterday, losing weight was far more important than food.
Today I am back on CD and all I can think about is how much I don't want to be restricted in what I eat and how much I just want to binge. Today food is more important than losing weight.
This is a constant cyle for me
Anybody else experience this?
Today I am back on CD and all I can think about is how much I don't want to be restricted in what I eat and how much I just want to binge. Today food is more important than losing weight.
This is a constant cyle for me
Anybody else experience this?