I dont post often on this board, but today I badly need support from you all.
I have been a member of this forum since 2009 constantly trying to battle my weight out. I have tried about 3 times and have given up within a couple of weeks. I will join a challenge, then fall off the wagon and disappear. I think that is something I should not do, falling of the wagon and not coming to the forum gave me the convenience of forgetting my weight issues!
This is my 4th time and I have been managed for the past 32 days. I have lost 15 lbs so far. My husband is very supportive, but today we've had arguments all day long and for supper he is making one of my favourites. He even came and asked me if I was sure I dint want to eat about 2 or 3 times. I just started crying but I dont want to eat also?! OH asked me to ditch the diet for one day and said he'll cook it, but I firmly said No, took my tetra and laptop and came back straight to bed.. Im just so strongly aware that if I lose just 3 lbs more, I would go into the healthy bmi range.
Has anyone felt like this before, dont want to eat but you cry over it? My head is strongly focussed on the goal but still crying over food.. Am feeling so low..:cry:
I have been a member of this forum since 2009 constantly trying to battle my weight out. I have tried about 3 times and have given up within a couple of weeks. I will join a challenge, then fall off the wagon and disappear. I think that is something I should not do, falling of the wagon and not coming to the forum gave me the convenience of forgetting my weight issues!
This is my 4th time and I have been managed for the past 32 days. I have lost 15 lbs so far. My husband is very supportive, but today we've had arguments all day long and for supper he is making one of my favourites. He even came and asked me if I was sure I dint want to eat about 2 or 3 times. I just started crying but I dont want to eat also?! OH asked me to ditch the diet for one day and said he'll cook it, but I firmly said No, took my tetra and laptop and came back straight to bed.. Im just so strongly aware that if I lose just 3 lbs more, I would go into the healthy bmi range.
Has anyone felt like this before, dont want to eat but you cry over it? My head is strongly focussed on the goal but still crying over food.. Am feeling so low..:cry:
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