Hey chaps,
Day 5 nearly over and done with
yayyy! Felt VERY hungry yesterday and rather pants about it all, but would not allow it to weaken my resolve. Went to bed early, and I'm feeling lots better today.
Have just started to feel a lil hungry but have only been able to have 1 pack so far today so will have another in a moment and then one later on this evening!
Am pleased to report a loss so far of 6.5lbs
yayyayy that makes this all so worthwhile! Another 2 days to go til WI so am hoping to maybe get a loss this week of 8lbs-ish, which would be fab!! To would mean I only have 1 stone to BMI 25
so only another week or 2 after this one on SS then I shall be moving up to SS+/810. YAY!
So am just gonna have to stay focussed this weekend to make sure I impress my CDC with my dramatic loss on Monday. Her scales said my start weight was 13st (which is ridiculous as thats more than I weighed when I started WW in Sept and I had either lost or STS every week apart from 1lb in the last week I did it). But I am hoping that when I return to her house I will be in the low-mid 12s and surprise her
Am a bit worried about the weekend but sure it will fly by (they always do) and before I know it I'll be in week 2!! Can't believe it, its almost like this is a second chance at the 'golden time' as (dare I say it) I'm actually finding it easier than the first time I ever did CD. I think it's because I'm working and it helps to take my mind off it all!
Am going home next weekend and didnt want my mum to know I'm on CD as she knows it makes me feel tired, weak and a bit depressed, but it was either I cancel the trip, tell her, or have her think I've got a serious problem. Coming off plan is not an option. So I told her, and although she was initially a bit concerned, the fact that I reassured her it's only for a few weeks made her relax. She's now actually quite supportive about it and said she actually ADMIRED my resolve and the way I have got my head down and tackled my weight recently!!
its always nice to know you have the approval of those closest to you, and my mum's respect is rly important to me so it means a lot I've got her support!
xxx