lol, ok ok! I get the message!
Seriously though, like I've said from day 1, I'll just keep going until I feel that I am where I want to be, I know that I can keep going as long as it takes, so that day has to come sooner or later.
At the moment, the main thing I keep worrying about is crushing my gf, lol, she is quite a skinny little thing, I worry that when I give her a hug I'm going to squish her!
good job that she's like you Minerva, she like's me being her 'big man'
oi oi!