indie.rainbow
Loves the jobs you hate!
Hi,
Im just bacl from the Chemist. I nipped out on my lunch break.
*sigh* Well, Ive lost 2lb.
I have to say, Im devastated. I cried all the way back to work.
I dont understand?
I feel worse becasue the woman in the chemist said I must have cheated. I wanted to knock her out. Ive not eaten a single thing for 14 days. I havent even tasted my own cooking, and believe me, being a Chef, thats bloody hard work.
I told her I hadnt eaten anything. She said had I been eating chewing gum. Again, I wanted to swing for her. Im so desperate to lose this weight, that Ive avoided using mouthwash, and I havent touched any form of pain killer in over a week.
She suggested I check my ketones, and when I told her Id already checked them, and mentioned that they were purple one minute, beige the next, she was convined that I must have had SOMETHING with sugar in it.
I can feel myself welling up as a type, but I mustnt cry! Ive lied and told someone in work that I lost 4lb, as Im so embarrased, as I raved about LT, being able to lose AT LEAST 1lb a day, and Id quit slimming world etc. She goes to slimming world, and has been stuffing her fat face all week with biscuits, and she lost 2lb at her WI last night!!!!
Im so gutted. I feel like Id be better off going back to SW, eating food, and going through the torture of using the gym every day, instead of putting myself through this.
I think Im in shock
Im just bacl from the Chemist. I nipped out on my lunch break.
*sigh* Well, Ive lost 2lb.
I have to say, Im devastated. I cried all the way back to work.
I dont understand?
I feel worse becasue the woman in the chemist said I must have cheated. I wanted to knock her out. Ive not eaten a single thing for 14 days. I havent even tasted my own cooking, and believe me, being a Chef, thats bloody hard work.
I told her I hadnt eaten anything. She said had I been eating chewing gum. Again, I wanted to swing for her. Im so desperate to lose this weight, that Ive avoided using mouthwash, and I havent touched any form of pain killer in over a week.
She suggested I check my ketones, and when I told her Id already checked them, and mentioned that they were purple one minute, beige the next, she was convined that I must have had SOMETHING with sugar in it.
I can feel myself welling up as a type, but I mustnt cry! Ive lied and told someone in work that I lost 4lb, as Im so embarrased, as I raved about LT, being able to lose AT LEAST 1lb a day, and Id quit slimming world etc. She goes to slimming world, and has been stuffing her fat face all week with biscuits, and she lost 2lb at her WI last night!!!!
Im so gutted. I feel like Id be better off going back to SW, eating food, and going through the torture of using the gym every day, instead of putting myself through this.
I think Im in shock