LizzMB
WILL be Slim!
i dont really know where to start but i'll try not to go on too long for a change!
Ok, so yesterday, i went to the doctors about various things, but have now been put on anti-d's for depression, stress and OCD.
One of the reasons contributing to the above, is the amount of skin i have! Its making me miserable! No matter how fabulous the clothes, everytime i'm naked, its just a constant reminder! Its effecting my relationship with my DH (esp in the bedroom)! My Dr is being fab and trying to get my a tummytuck on the NHS and thinks my PCT will pay for it (esp as i have lost over 10 stone now in total) but i cant see them making me a priority!
There is so much stuff going on in my life at the moment, so i know all of it isnt just related to the weight loss....but i hate feeling so low and sad but i cant help feeling uncomfortable in my new body!
I always thought that i would be so happy being skinny....I'm now in size 10 skinny jeans which i never thought would be possible, but the elation i get with that is cancelled out with the realisation that everything else going on in my life is crumbling around me, especially when i then have to tuck half a tone of skin into said skinnies! Its disgusting!
The only good thing i think in all this, is that i'm managing to keep on CD 100% (although it does wave between SS and SS+) so i'm hoping that the weight comes off tomorrow at weigh in! DH was on and on about eating out today...and it would have been easy to say yes but i didnt....! I'm so proud of that as it shows that i'm starting to get on top of my emotional eating!
Still have a shake and some tuna to have tonight and i'm really tired to going to get that and come back up to bed for the rest of the night!
Fingers crossed for weigh in tomorrow though!
Sorry to open all on here....just need some hugs and support! :sigh:
Ok, so yesterday, i went to the doctors about various things, but have now been put on anti-d's for depression, stress and OCD.
One of the reasons contributing to the above, is the amount of skin i have! Its making me miserable! No matter how fabulous the clothes, everytime i'm naked, its just a constant reminder! Its effecting my relationship with my DH (esp in the bedroom)! My Dr is being fab and trying to get my a tummytuck on the NHS and thinks my PCT will pay for it (esp as i have lost over 10 stone now in total) but i cant see them making me a priority!
There is so much stuff going on in my life at the moment, so i know all of it isnt just related to the weight loss....but i hate feeling so low and sad but i cant help feeling uncomfortable in my new body!
I always thought that i would be so happy being skinny....I'm now in size 10 skinny jeans which i never thought would be possible, but the elation i get with that is cancelled out with the realisation that everything else going on in my life is crumbling around me, especially when i then have to tuck half a tone of skin into said skinnies! Its disgusting!
The only good thing i think in all this, is that i'm managing to keep on CD 100% (although it does wave between SS and SS+) so i'm hoping that the weight comes off tomorrow at weigh in! DH was on and on about eating out today...and it would have been easy to say yes but i didnt....! I'm so proud of that as it shows that i'm starting to get on top of my emotional eating!
Still have a shake and some tuna to have tonight and i'm really tired to going to get that and come back up to bed for the rest of the night!
Fingers crossed for weigh in tomorrow though!
Sorry to open all on here....just need some hugs and support! :sigh: