I'm off to California for the whole summer on a working visa with my boyfriend and another couple, the girl is lovely but one of those unbelievably slim people, she doesnt diet or watch what she eats at all, but she has no hips, tiny boobs, basically a prepubescent girl, but still gorgeous if you get me??
So I pretty much want to be able to hit the beach with them and not cover up, I want to be happy with myself and not self conscious, I want my boyfriend to be proud of me, I know he is already, never in a million years would he be ashamed of me but I want him to be so proud of himself to have a pretty, slim, happy girlfriend, he's stuck with me through the fat years, he's sticking with me through the tough lipotrim days, and I think he deserves to have someone gorgeous on his arm!!!!!
I already picked out the outfit I want to wear on the way out (my goal jeans, gorgeous pale denim jeans from Abercrombie that are just the right length, have you any idea how hard it is to find jeans that dont trail along for stumpy legs like mine?!, and a pale lemon yellow ribbed cotton tshirt with a lace insert, sounds plain but I'm dreaming of seeing myself in it!)