fat_2_fabulous
Silver Member
hi gang
im confused
my wi is every thurs- i did aam last week thurs fri fine then sat come and i had my chicken and then a little bit more!!!!i felt so guilty all night that i had a dream that i ate loads of food and woke up and vomited
today ive done NOTHING! im so bored and in a stupid emotional mood and i was so hungry. my mums on weight watchers and she has chicken in the fridge so i had a slice, then 2 then 3 then 4 then 5!!!! ( i think i stopped at 5 anyway! anyway the chicken is so thin and only small (appaz half a point per 3 slices)but i felt really bloated.and then i vomited again!!
im worried about when i have to eat again. i think part of the vomiting is because in my mind i wanted to get rid of it. i didnt make my self sick but i think i cud have probably kept it down if i tried!!i think im gunna become addicted to it and im scared!this is the first time ive "cheated" but i dnt think its that bad cos its not carbs and its only one day out the week only chicken nothin else just the tiny thin slices!!!and plus it didnt stay there long!
some comments please??xxx
im confused
my wi is every thurs- i did aam last week thurs fri fine then sat come and i had my chicken and then a little bit more!!!!i felt so guilty all night that i had a dream that i ate loads of food and woke up and vomited
today ive done NOTHING! im so bored and in a stupid emotional mood and i was so hungry. my mums on weight watchers and she has chicken in the fridge so i had a slice, then 2 then 3 then 4 then 5!!!! ( i think i stopped at 5 anyway! anyway the chicken is so thin and only small (appaz half a point per 3 slices)but i felt really bloated.and then i vomited again!!
im worried about when i have to eat again. i think part of the vomiting is because in my mind i wanted to get rid of it. i didnt make my self sick but i think i cud have probably kept it down if i tried!!i think im gunna become addicted to it and im scared!this is the first time ive "cheated" but i dnt think its that bad cos its not carbs and its only one day out the week only chicken nothin else just the tiny thin slices!!!and plus it didnt stay there long!
some comments please??xxx