After another moment of tears, I took Hubbie for a pint (I had water) and caught up with friends who have not seen in a while and asking why I look so down. Explained on a diet and feeling it today (again) just had an hour of lecture on slowing my metabolism etc and fad diets. What happens when you start to eat again? Will I be bigger than before, its day 5 and already questioning what am I doing :-( Great support from this site and I love it but living on so few calories etc wont my metaloblism slow right down and struggle the minute I eat again. I know it will get better, but it does feel a long way away.