i decided now is the time for a few reasons. one being that i can't stand the thought of another summer being too fat and ashamed to dress for the weather (optimistic i know) and the other being as much as he says he loves me no matter what, my fiance being ashamed of me. he's gorgeous and i see people looking at us walking down the street and i just know they're thinking "what is he doing with that fat cow...". also i want to be able to fit into anything i want in topshop- be it the biggest size they have, that is fine!