weevikki
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Lost 5lbs this week so that makes me 2 days short of 4 weeks and that's me 1.5 St lighter and I've still got 2 weeks til my ski trip. Can I make it to 2 St by then? Watch this space! I feel an idiot at weigh in today. We were meant to he speaking about achievements and I burst into tears! Not like me at all but it all came out that if I'm not slim then any achievement means nothing. All to do with my mums constant commentary about weight gain/loss. Her not liking LL plus always saying to me "now do you really need that" when I eat. I didn't quite realise how much this upsets me and how my self esteem is in my boots. Well I've decided that she's not mean she doesn't realise the hurt and dysfunction she's causing and I'm going to talk to her. I'm going to tell her my weight is a topic of conversation that is off limits whether I'm slim, fat or inbetween. It's not a nice feeling when you think your mum only loves the thin daughter and is disgusted by the fat one. X