TBH, i have just seen the clip and i came away with the same opinion that sweatpea did. Obviously from reading the rest of the thread i know there was more to it than that, but the clip in question does not paint either of you in a very good light.
I think you are very brave to have done the show and from your and other people's comments it seems like you had a lot to contend with, so well done for getting through it.