♥ ~*~ Tanya's Diary No 3 ~*~ ♥

[summergurl]

If not i will struggle on through

Just munched some quality streets ... lost count at 5! My brother told me they will make me feel better I needed no further persuading! haha So much for my chocolate binge being over!

Just been asked to go into work early so will take an apple & meal bar for my meal break.

 

[summergurl]

Oh I am a failure today! just munched a packet if walk smokey bacon along with my meal replacement bar. What is that about?!!!! Pah!

Now all I can rely on is making sensible choices this weekend. What is wrong with me? So badly want to be back to where I was but I don't seem to want it enough!!!!

Get a grip Tanya!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrr

Xxx

 

[JanD]

Feeling poorly could be weakening your resolve Tan, don't be too hard on yourself.
And PLEEEEEEEEASE don't call yourself a failure .... that soooooooo made me cringe. You KNOW you're not - not really. A couple of 'bad' days cannot make you that!!
You're not a failure because you didn't succeed, you're a success because you tried!! I read that somewhere ..... But you HAVE succeeded! A couple of disappointing days is nowt in the grand scheme. xxx

 

[summergurl]

Thanks Jan. Tried to rep you for that but gotta spread the love more first lol

Last night in work was hell. At one point i serioulsy panicked myself as i was struggling to breath - im a dork and can't breathe properly out of my mouth and everytime i tried to swallow i was getting no air and oh blurgh! lol But my friend next to me, bless her, went around all the teams and found me some olbus (sp?) oil and put it on some nice soft tissues for me and it was instant relief!!!!!

Today i've had 3.5hours sleep. Got up as ive had to make cupcakes, then im going to meet my friend in her dinner hour then me and the bf are off for a late lunch/early dinner and a few drinks in the wetherspoons. Looking forward to that.

Feel a tad better today but still really bunged up.

Thursday 30th September

B- 2 crumpets with butter

L- meal replacement bar

D- spinach, chickpea & sweet pot curry & 5 poppadoms & small pot of mango chutney. Left the rice and changed the naan for extra poppadoms, hence 5.

*packet slim fast bbq tortilla chips

*250ml pepsi max
*500ml water
*1 bottle & 1 glass of rose wine

 

[summergurl]

Alcoholic drink is a bottle of rosé. Will probably have a curry for dinner as it's Thursday curry club at wetherspoons but will update defo later

The bf took me into town today on the pretence (sp?) of buying himself a new hoody but he actually took me into pandora and bought me a new charm!!!! A cupcake one :heartpump: he's a sneaky one!!! Wonder what he's after?! :giggle: x

 

[Princess81]

Aw cute!! That's nice of him. You sound like you are doing better on the food front today, how are you feeling? Better I hope xx

 

[summergurl]

I'm feeling lots better today, not so achy but still pretty bunged up.

Had a spinach, chickpea & sweet pot curry with 5 poppadoms(changed instead of naan) and a tiny pot of mango chutney - left the rice

Its only 8:20pm but am off to bed. Need a good nights sleep 'see' you all tomorrow xxx :hug99:x

 

[JanD]

Hope you have/had a good sleep hon - you'll feel loads better after it. Glad you're on the mend.
Thanks for trying to rep me

Lucky you getting a new charm! I finally got a REAL bracelet in Manchester airport and an angel charm. (Still in dispute over the fake stuff )

Food looks good today

Hope you have a great weekend xx

 

[summergurl]

Well that sleep was a joke! I slept from 9 till just after 1am, woke up as i couldnt breathe properly and i've been awake ever since. I even got up and shaved my legs, caught up on tv programmes that i recorded in hope i fall asleep during one of them but now i think i'll just stay up. Hopefully i will sleep on the journey up to brizzle, if not i'll have a nap lateron else i wont get through the evening.

YAY! You got a real one Jan Still cant believe you're in dispute over the one you ordered online, its not hard is it to just send you the money back!

 

[JanD]

Ah - sorry you couldn't sleep .. you'll have to get yourself some olbas oil if it worked so well!

That company have finally agreed to let us send the bracelet etc back and have given us the address AND admitted that they're fakes! BUT they said they'll keep £7 for the postage AND I have to pay to send it back, insured and with a tracker number by Royal Mail or GPS ONLY - to Hong Kong! Lord knows how much that'll cost!
Anyhoo we're holding off on actually sending it for the moment while John sees if he can get a refund through Mastercard. But we have to put everything in writing... what a pain!

However I emailed Pandora genuine and they've been most sympathetic, they know about the company and are working to close them down. I mentioned that they didn't have any boxes for the bracelets at the airport and they sent me one so that was nice xx

 

[summergurl]

Oooh that would be ideal if you could claim through your card! Much less hassle than sending it back and losing yet more money. Glad you got a box, that was nice of em! Did you get a couple of chocolates too? Theyre not that nice but its free chocolate! x

 

[summergurl]

Just thought i'd post before i left and tell you all that i've only gone and registered for the plymouth half marathon 2011!!!

My place is confirmed and accepted ...... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29th May 2011

 

[Princess81]

:clap::bliss:arty0049: Go Tan, go Tan!!!! Good on you girl!!!!!!
Hope you are feeling better btw xx

 

[size10bikini]

Wow the marathon, go you!! hope your feeling better now. x

 

[JanD]

Oooh that would be ideal if you could claim through your card! Much less hassle than sending it back and losing yet more money. Glad you got a box, that was nice of em! Did you get a couple of chocolates too? Theyre not that nice but its free chocolate! x

WHAT???!!!! FREE CHOCOLATE????!!!! :cry::cry::cry:missed out on that too!!! :cry::cry::cry:

Just thought i'd post before i left and tell you all that i've only gone and registered for the plymouth half marathon 2011!!!

My place is confirmed and accepted ...... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29th May 2011

Go YOU!!! That'll keep you at it!! It'll be a full marathon next xx

 

[irish molly]

Hope you have gotten over your poor cold. It is the time of year for them. Hopefully, you won't get another this winter. Hope the Grandad's big day went well. keep up the running, well done.

 

[JanD]

Yep let's see some photos of the wedding!! Hope you've enjoyed xx

 

[summergurl]

Alright ladies! Back from the wedding. Was a fab day. It was soooo nice to have all the family there, only 1 person missing, me little bro but he was there on a wooden spoon! :giggle: My brothers gf put a picture of him on a spoon so he was really 'there' i guess! He even managed to phone!!!!!!!!!!

Food wise I think the face says it all!
Had 3 course meal yesterday and another today. Lots of little snacks too. Far too much vodka & wine. Back to it tomorrow, weigh in saturday

Here's a few piccies but will put them all on fb later;
1st one is me and the bf. 2nd one is all of us grandkids and our partners. 3rd one is grandads kids and husbands/wife. My mum and dad are far right. 4th one is my grandad and his new wife.

 

[irish molly]

Those are gorgeous pictures. You are such a pretty girl! Grandad looks very happy. It is great you all had such a nice day. Don't worry on the food front, you will soon be back on track. All that running will soon sort you out.

 

[size10bikini]

Aw congrats to your grandad and his new wife. Looks like a lovely day and you enjoyed it..yum yum. Your half marathon training will be a great fat burner. x