Tinkerbell1987
i love minimins me :)
i dunno wat to do anymore
i started last week all postive, then on fri night posted sayin i was findin it hard, my head was killin etc, then later that night i smashed my face off the posts in my bedroom (my room is in the loft) the pain was unreal and my face is all red and black and blue so i ended up comfort eating (i know ) still went to work on sat got up early told myself i needed to do this diet, got all the way to work to get told i was off cos there was no data (i work in an outbound call centre) so i came home and ate again, then yesterday my boyfriend suggested going for a picnic cos it was sunny, we talked for ages bout anythin we cud do durin the day that wudnt cost much and wudnt involve food, instead we ended up going for sunday dinner
i had a long chat with my OH last night about just doin weight watchers instead but i jus dunno wat to do, i have a lot to loose and i get impatient, i hate exercise so its not like i can go to the gym loads to loose weight, so now am jus sat here cryin my eyes out wonderin wat to do
anyone got any ideas?
xxx
i started last week all postive, then on fri night posted sayin i was findin it hard, my head was killin etc, then later that night i smashed my face off the posts in my bedroom (my room is in the loft) the pain was unreal and my face is all red and black and blue so i ended up comfort eating (i know ) still went to work on sat got up early told myself i needed to do this diet, got all the way to work to get told i was off cos there was no data (i work in an outbound call centre) so i came home and ate again, then yesterday my boyfriend suggested going for a picnic cos it was sunny, we talked for ages bout anythin we cud do durin the day that wudnt cost much and wudnt involve food, instead we ended up going for sunday dinner
i had a long chat with my OH last night about just doin weight watchers instead but i jus dunno wat to do, i have a lot to loose and i get impatient, i hate exercise so its not like i can go to the gym loads to loose weight, so now am jus sat here cryin my eyes out wonderin wat to do
anyone got any ideas?
xxx