Finding it a bit easier now I'm getting back in to the swing of it.
I really need to start sorting my life out as extreme as that sounds.. I need to start looking after myself again properly as when I'm not happy with my weight I really let everything go out of the window.. I don't look after my skin, hair or teeth properly and just generally hate myself. It's so negative, I hate it.
I have exams coming up soon too with work and need to get in to a good routine with studying, and silly things like keeping my flat clean and dealing with my money issues.
It's amazing how I can act so 'normal' at my 9-5 job then I come home and I'm a bit of a depressed mess.
On a more positive note, I'm weighing in at around 9st 7. I want to be 9 stone by the 14th December (Christmas party) and then anything in the 8s by Christmas Day would be amazing. I really hope to be 8 stone by early next year but we'll see how it goes! I seem to have taken a more relaxed approach with calorie counting, I'm happy if I'm between 1200-1600. If I'm up at the higher end, it gives me something to cut back on when I plateau.
Edit
I'm feeling so sad. Just looked through all my pictures on facebook. I look so disgusting on the majority of them. It's obvious that i've lost weight but I still have another stone and a half to go. I really need to go to the gym too, then I will hopefully feel happier.
I have a sprained ankle at the moment so no gym until next week, but then I need to go at least 3 times a week for an hour, and study at least 3 evenings and both weekend days..
