hi all, not been on for a while. Just been busy n to be honest i have been tryin not to fink bout it all. Fanks so much for all ur comments, it means alot. Every1 is soooooo supportive, FANKS GUYS!!!!!!!!
I have been sticking to it, didnt come off it or cheat even though i was really miserable and wanted to just stop. I have committed myself and i cant seem to stop now lol. I was really sad last week. raging actually lol. 1lb tut tut. But i just fot keep goin after reading from everyone. I am ment to weight myself tomorrow, but had a sneaky peek this morning and am not happy. Not the big loss like most said would happen. It seems its 2&1/2lb off. Which aint great. When i have all this weight to lose. I just need to wait n see wot the scales say tomorrow. I have measured myself, i fink i have lost 2.5 inch from my waist but i fink after week 2 i had lost 2inch so i dont seem to be losing the way i fot i would, i would be happy with 3-4lb a week lol. Feeling like i always fail and i know i need to keep at it as everyone says u cant help but lose weight, BUT wot if am one of these ppl who never will, or am goin to lose 1 or 2lb a week, no way am i sticking to this if i only lose that, i have far to much to lose for that and thats how i do when i do 'normal' diets. Am off on holiday next week, sat to sat, with kids n mum, to a haven caravan, love it. I have been planning to stick with cambridge ss while away coz i just dont want to deal with food. Now am stressing coz no booze or food on hol is hard, can cope aslong as u know u losing but i dont even feel like iam! I will stick with it. Got docs on thursday so am goin to b asking him bout weight lose. Told him am doin cambridge even tho he said i couldnt, told him bout ebay lol. He said that aslong as am careful then he wishes me well. Wish there was a wonder pill u could take lol. Am sticking 100%, i really need to see the scales come down. Once i start talkin on this i cant stop lol, this comment is prob rubbish lol lol. I need to stay motivated, so i will need to come on here more often lol. Hope everyone is doin well!!!!!
Sharon xx