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Going for Goal!
Good morning all!
I am on day 2 of my restart. Yesterday I met my new cdc and got weighed, which I was dreading.
When I first did the diet 2 years ago, i was astonished that at 22 years of age I was a whopping 22 stone. I stuck with it and got down to 16 stone. I felt amazing. I was a size 18! I hadn't been that size since I was about 15 years old.
Then came a holiday in France, where I lapsed badly. When I returned home I tried to get back into the swing of cd, unsuccessfully. I seemed to have lost all my will power in that one week, probably because I had enjoyed the french food too much! How I cried...I just couldn'tt bear it anymore.
So there began my biggest mistake. I stopped suddenly and quickly reverted back to my old bad habbits.
I married my gorgeous Husband in August last year. I was a big Bride, but nevertheless it was the best day of my life and I know I did look beautiful despite the weight.
We have now been discussing trying for the pitter patter of tiny feet next year. So i had a long chat with my hubby about how I was going to loose weight to ensure that I am able to carry our baby safely.
And here I am!
I was pleasantly suprised when I went to be weighed by my new cdc yesterday. I'm not as big as I was when i very first did cambridge. But still a very obese 19 stone 13lbs.
I have given myself a target of a 1 stone loss each month, which I hope will take me through to Christmas time, when I can begin maintence (there's no way i'm stopping so suddenly again - If im going to do it, it's being done the right way)
I'm considering purchasing a wii fit...although I do live in a flat, and i think i will have to choose my time to use it wisely, otherwise the neighbours downstairs will think there's an earthquake about to errupt!!! ha ha!!!
When you have such a lot too loose it's hard to keep at it, you can't see beyond the final result you so desperately want. But i'm starting to realise that that is a unhealthy way to loose weight. When I see the numbers going down on the scales, that's when i'll feel that i am progressing towards my final goal of 11 stone.
I am on day 2 of my restart. Yesterday I met my new cdc and got weighed, which I was dreading.
When I first did the diet 2 years ago, i was astonished that at 22 years of age I was a whopping 22 stone. I stuck with it and got down to 16 stone. I felt amazing. I was a size 18! I hadn't been that size since I was about 15 years old.
Then came a holiday in France, where I lapsed badly. When I returned home I tried to get back into the swing of cd, unsuccessfully. I seemed to have lost all my will power in that one week, probably because I had enjoyed the french food too much! How I cried...I just couldn'tt bear it anymore.
So there began my biggest mistake. I stopped suddenly and quickly reverted back to my old bad habbits.
I married my gorgeous Husband in August last year. I was a big Bride, but nevertheless it was the best day of my life and I know I did look beautiful despite the weight.
We have now been discussing trying for the pitter patter of tiny feet next year. So i had a long chat with my hubby about how I was going to loose weight to ensure that I am able to carry our baby safely.
And here I am!
I was pleasantly suprised when I went to be weighed by my new cdc yesterday. I'm not as big as I was when i very first did cambridge. But still a very obese 19 stone 13lbs.
I have given myself a target of a 1 stone loss each month, which I hope will take me through to Christmas time, when I can begin maintence (there's no way i'm stopping so suddenly again - If im going to do it, it's being done the right way)
I'm considering purchasing a wii fit...although I do live in a flat, and i think i will have to choose my time to use it wisely, otherwise the neighbours downstairs will think there's an earthquake about to errupt!!! ha ha!!!
When you have such a lot too loose it's hard to keep at it, you can't see beyond the final result you so desperately want. But i'm starting to realise that that is a unhealthy way to loose weight. When I see the numbers going down on the scales, that's when i'll feel that i am progressing towards my final goal of 11 stone.