daisydoll
Gold Member
hi
firstly thanks again to all those who helped me last night!
i have just got back from my friends house and feel so much better about things.
firstly, she had just been shopping and has 2 pairs of size 10 fatface jeans and a dress - which i tried on and they all fit ( too long but who cares!!)
secondly cos i have re-thought my LL timeline with her - with the help of Seans fantastic plan (-in RTM section)
I have decided that i'm sticking with developers til the first week in july. so more 7 weeks.
I will prob lose another stone if i carry on at 2lb a week so will be around 8.5stone which means i will be at a good weight for me.
This will mean i stay in abstinence for glastonbury, which tbh will be easier than if i was on week 2 or 3 of RTM - as i know i can't drink by then anyway, and more importantly it will mean i'm not going to be hungry and tempted to eat the wrong stuff.
It also means by the time i am on holiday in aug i will be allowed alcohol and also by the time i go to the V festival i will be allowed pasta/noodles etc.
I'm sharing a room for the Brighton trip with my friend and she has said she will help me 'hide' the fact i'm not eating/drinking no probs as she understands the 'pressure' of certain others who will expect me to eat and drink. Its just not worth the hassle of explaining LL - i will 'spoil' the weekend for them if i'm not joining in so it is just easier to pretend - we both agree!
anyway, feel so much better for having made that decision!
phew, promise i will shut up rambling about myself now lol!
daisy x
firstly thanks again to all those who helped me last night!
i have just got back from my friends house and feel so much better about things.
firstly, she had just been shopping and has 2 pairs of size 10 fatface jeans and a dress - which i tried on and they all fit ( too long but who cares!!)
secondly cos i have re-thought my LL timeline with her - with the help of Seans fantastic plan (-in RTM section)
I have decided that i'm sticking with developers til the first week in july. so more 7 weeks.
I will prob lose another stone if i carry on at 2lb a week so will be around 8.5stone which means i will be at a good weight for me.
This will mean i stay in abstinence for glastonbury, which tbh will be easier than if i was on week 2 or 3 of RTM - as i know i can't drink by then anyway, and more importantly it will mean i'm not going to be hungry and tempted to eat the wrong stuff.
It also means by the time i am on holiday in aug i will be allowed alcohol and also by the time i go to the V festival i will be allowed pasta/noodles etc.
I'm sharing a room for the Brighton trip with my friend and she has said she will help me 'hide' the fact i'm not eating/drinking no probs as she understands the 'pressure' of certain others who will expect me to eat and drink. Its just not worth the hassle of explaining LL - i will 'spoil' the weekend for them if i'm not joining in so it is just easier to pretend - we both agree!
anyway, feel so much better for having made that decision!
phew, promise i will shut up rambling about myself now lol!
daisy x