... or is there another AmandaJayne on this site! It wouldn't surprise me, there are so many members!
Well, I HAVE just done my 100 days - and it DOES feel great. I have been thinking back to August when I was considering doing the LL programme. I was desparate, miserable, and taking medication for depression. I did not have any faith in MYSELF succeeding, because I'd failed so many times in the past. This was just going to be another waste of time and money, and I would end up feeling even worse (it it's possible).
100 days later - what a difference. Even though I've still a way to go I now KNOW that I'll make it, and not only make it but KEEP THE WEIGHT OFF I LOSE.
How do I know this, do I have a crystal ball? No, I have learned about my previous self-destructive behaviours through counselling and, because I am 'removed' from eating and food, I can be objective about my past behaviours.
I have come to this site fairly late in the day but it is fantastic to read everyones experiences. There really is something for everyone here and I can dip in every day for a bit of a 'chat'. Thank you so much for your replies and support. It is much appreciated.
The cruise does seem so far away, but that time'll just fly by, you'll see.
I am hoping to have completed the extended Foundation by February, another three months Management will take me to May, and that will give me a couple of months to get used to the new improved eating habits I will have learned.
I am intending to ice skate, do the climbing wall, and other 'extreme' sports which I would NEVER have considered before.
Where are you going for your Honeymoon? In fact when are you getting wed? Is it your first? Will it be a big do?