Have any of you ever reach a point where you think you are begining to have annorexic tendancies.
I find myself calorie counting constantly; always thinking about the best/fewest foods I could eat a day to make the calories I consume the absolute minimum.
I find myself exercising as much as I can; always for an hour a day... but some days i will do an hour 20 DVD and then do 30 minutes of other exercise as well. I will run around work so busily in order to burn the most amount of calories possible.
If I dont exercise I feel extremely extremely guilt. Since christmas there has been 3 days where I haven't done a DVD or a gym session.
I have been known, in the past - and previous days - to take laxatives after I feel like I have binged in excess (last couple of days this was due to about 200g of raisins each day.
I have pairs of size 6 jeans/trousers under my bed as motivation. I would LOVE to fit into these again; I think they need to go really.
I have a figure in my head and I dont think I will be completely at piece with me until I reach this figure. Only I think when I get to that figure it will get lower and lower.
Every time I get up from sitting/lying I go light headed. Everytime, sometime to the point that I will fall over.
Do any of you have any tendancies like these? Strange one for this forum I know.
I find myself calorie counting constantly; always thinking about the best/fewest foods I could eat a day to make the calories I consume the absolute minimum.
I find myself exercising as much as I can; always for an hour a day... but some days i will do an hour 20 DVD and then do 30 minutes of other exercise as well. I will run around work so busily in order to burn the most amount of calories possible.
If I dont exercise I feel extremely extremely guilt. Since christmas there has been 3 days where I haven't done a DVD or a gym session.
I have been known, in the past - and previous days - to take laxatives after I feel like I have binged in excess (last couple of days this was due to about 200g of raisins each day.
I have pairs of size 6 jeans/trousers under my bed as motivation. I would LOVE to fit into these again; I think they need to go really.
I have a figure in my head and I dont think I will be completely at piece with me until I reach this figure. Only I think when I get to that figure it will get lower and lower.
Every time I get up from sitting/lying I go light headed. Everytime, sometime to the point that I will fall over.
Do any of you have any tendancies like these? Strange one for this forum I know.