You're not stupid, at least its sorted now hun xx
Thank you both, I know I'm stressing a little over nothing, I just can't seem to stick to it completely 100% at the minute and its annoying me. I am going on a 10 mile run this morning so I suppose hopefully my running will counteract some of the syns as long as I don't go stupid.... I just know Easters going to be a syn fest as well, boyfriends parents are coming up and they don't like planning, its very much a ''oh well we'll just eat when we feel like it'' which obviously then turns into ''oh no we're hungry lets grab a sandwich here'' which annoys me as I wouldn't mind over synning if we were eating something really nice lol. Then there's the fact that its easter so I'll want a few extra treats anyway, I'm going to make my lemon cake as I haven't made a cake for boyfriends parents for a while and since its just his parents and not his brothers I can make the lemon one (which I love, his parents love, but his brothers prefer chocolate or coffee.... which in fairness are still both lovely lol) I won't eat loads of that, but I'll want some (will take some to my mums and nanna's as well) then we have a nice chocolate pudding for the day which I won in the Christmas raffle at school which needs eating up.... oh and there's a running club get together which will involve more food... I don't mind all this as I'm very much a celebrations are there to be celebrated type of girl... but I wish I could have shifted these 2lbs or more before then.... oh well its life I suppose, it doesn't help that I am happy with my body and also with everything else at the moment, so when temptation rears its ugly head its a lot easier to say yes. I would take a break from my group for a while but I'm on the social team so I'd feel like I was letting them down... I also like going and seeing everyone, its just the stressing about the numbers I hate.
Anyway hopefully off on a 10 mile run today
going with my mum but our friend might also be going, only problem is she doesn't run as far or as fast as us at the moment, she had a bit of a break from running, so hoping she manages the 10 miles without too many stops :/