DizzyFlowers
Full Member
Im on day 7, I get weighed tomorrow. I felt great today, a whole week of 100%, I even felt abit differnt.
So why did I spoil it?!?!??!?!
Basically when we were out today my boy wanted a sausage roll, so he had one and there was another in the pack, I took it home and put in in the fridge. 'He can have that tomorrow' I thought.
I cooked his dinner later and that was fine too.
Untill he said he was full and he'd left his entire square sausage in a bun.
And I ate it. and the sausage roll. and some chocolate eggs (mini ones, but still!!)
I didnt even want any of it.
But once id eaten the sausage bun thing it was like I had to eat everything else!!
I feel like poo!
I guess I did it cos I already know I will have lost abit of weight tomorrow being my first week, and mid week I had already lost 9lb, so I made this my excuse.
I know I will have lost weight tomorrow im just so dissapointed in myself.
Im more annoyed cos I didnt want it, there wasnt even any of that 'oh i reallllly want that' it was more of, 'ah il eat that, might aswell'
Im hoping that next week I dont act so stupid, because if I cheat then, then it will be a waste of 40 squids cos I dont know how much I might lose on my 2nd week.
I guess it s a good thing my scales have broken, no mid week weigh in, no excuse to cheat.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
So why did I spoil it?!?!??!?!
Basically when we were out today my boy wanted a sausage roll, so he had one and there was another in the pack, I took it home and put in in the fridge. 'He can have that tomorrow' I thought.
I cooked his dinner later and that was fine too.
Untill he said he was full and he'd left his entire square sausage in a bun.
And I ate it. and the sausage roll. and some chocolate eggs (mini ones, but still!!)
I didnt even want any of it.
But once id eaten the sausage bun thing it was like I had to eat everything else!!
I feel like poo!
I guess I did it cos I already know I will have lost abit of weight tomorrow being my first week, and mid week I had already lost 9lb, so I made this my excuse.
I know I will have lost weight tomorrow im just so dissapointed in myself.
Im more annoyed cos I didnt want it, there wasnt even any of that 'oh i reallllly want that' it was more of, 'ah il eat that, might aswell'
Im hoping that next week I dont act so stupid, because if I cheat then, then it will be a waste of 40 squids cos I dont know how much I might lose on my 2nd week.
I guess it s a good thing my scales have broken, no mid week weigh in, no excuse to cheat.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.