mysticmandy
New Member
Hi everyone,
I started on the Atkins last week but decided to only use shakes,soups and bars. I've done lipotrim before and lost 5.5st in 4 months, but piled it all back on and more!
Anywho, I lost 1st 2lbs!OMG! I was so chuffed!
This week though my food order didn't come in time and I ate food - just low carb stuff. I put on 2lb in 3 days and of course I was dissappointed That was yesterday.
Today my food came and I've ordered enough for 3 weeks, (it cost me a small fortune), but I ate the pork crackling off my husbands dinner and then when he went out I ate a soup bowl full of sprouts with grated cheese and about 20 black olives left in a jar in the back of my fridge! I'd already had my shakes for the day and now I feel the way I always feel - guilty and what's the point?
I really have a lot of weight to shift and had been put forward for surgery last year but the funding was stopped. I decided I am fed up of waiting for the NHS to help me and I can do it myself so can anybody tell me why I always end up sabbotaging myself?!!
Miserabley yours
Mandy:cry:
I started on the Atkins last week but decided to only use shakes,soups and bars. I've done lipotrim before and lost 5.5st in 4 months, but piled it all back on and more!
Anywho, I lost 1st 2lbs!OMG! I was so chuffed!
This week though my food order didn't come in time and I ate food - just low carb stuff. I put on 2lb in 3 days and of course I was dissappointed That was yesterday.
Today my food came and I've ordered enough for 3 weeks, (it cost me a small fortune), but I ate the pork crackling off my husbands dinner and then when he went out I ate a soup bowl full of sprouts with grated cheese and about 20 black olives left in a jar in the back of my fridge! I'd already had my shakes for the day and now I feel the way I always feel - guilty and what's the point?
I really have a lot of weight to shift and had been put forward for surgery last year but the funding was stopped. I decided I am fed up of waiting for the NHS to help me and I can do it myself so can anybody tell me why I always end up sabbotaging myself?!!
Miserabley yours
Mandy:cry: