mumlisa
Really wants to be thin!!
I was attacked in my own home on sunday nite by 2 masked men who held me up against my hall wall with a hammer to my throat and i was terrified, one of them was going to hit me over the head with it and i honestly believe i was about to be murdered, i have completely went off plan and am living on tablets and complete crap, so far ive ate about 15 pancakes, 4 cheesecakes, lots of alcohol etc, i feel so bad now but my nerves are completely shot, what will i do? I know im going to have a gain on tuesday and to be honest i couldnt care less, feel like just giving up as ive just lost all my personality and i dont even wanna leave the house or stay in the house on my own or go anywhere on my own never mind go to group anymore, what should i do, will i just try and stick to the plan at home?