The past few weeks have been quite manic and as a result SW went out of the window and I gained 3lbs. Got back on track last week and really chuffed this morning to see I've lost the 3lbs, so I'm back at my original weight before I fell off the SW wagon.
I was hoping to be target for my holiday (booked with Goldtrail of all companies, but managed to sort out another flight!) but I don't think that's going to happen. However, this time last year I weighed 13 stone and spent most of last year's holiday feeling totally self conscious and couldn't relax at all without feeling as if everyone was thinking 'ugh what an ugly fat thing she is'. This holiday is going to be totally different as I feel so much happier about myself and I'm starting to like my body - it's going to be the first time in about seven years I'll be wearing a bikini!
I was hoping to be target for my holiday (booked with Goldtrail of all companies, but managed to sort out another flight!) but I don't think that's going to happen. However, this time last year I weighed 13 stone and spent most of last year's holiday feeling totally self conscious and couldn't relax at all without feeling as if everyone was thinking 'ugh what an ugly fat thing she is'. This holiday is going to be totally different as I feel so much happier about myself and I'm starting to like my body - it's going to be the first time in about seven years I'll be wearing a bikini!