god since saturday night i have eaten for england and the shakes have gone out of the window first it was comfort eating then it turned to happy eating. ive determined that food is evil! ive had my sulk, the shouting at myself and yet again i will re-start tomorrow. i dont know why i do this to myself but i can see a change to what i was and it spurs me on so im not asking to wish me look im just going to take it hour by hour i have a job interview tomorrow so that trigures a fresh start and i have even planned a lush bday menu for my OH on friday with so many foods he loves but i cant stand so i wont be tempted! Im going away on 25 sept so im going to do tfr till 2 weeks before that soo 10 weeks. then re-feed. im going to put 2.50 for every pound i lose away then im going to go on a shopping spree just before we go. i was in size 12's but they wont fasten atm but by the end of week one they will! thanks for putting up with me!