natalieann
Silver Member
hey guys well i ws doing well o first two days of week, but today ive been ill and been eating lots of soothers and hot lemon with lots of suger as my throat so painful, plus then i thought well i may as well eat to make myself feel better, ive eaten lots of toast as for some reason it helps to scratch my throat if i dont chew it up too much:sigh: so carb overload today, so today i can really have a little bit or excuse but the last two days i do not
ive eaten, crisps, bread, crumpets, pie and chips yesterday, and ya know what i feel rreally down now, ive gain 5lbs in 3 days, yes 5 bloody lbs..............so now instead of a stone to go i have 1 n half
plus i have enough shakes to last another week bar one, to last another week, and i gona get bang back at it tomoz, im so upset with myself, in the last month i have only lost 4lbs and gained 5 back, ive let myself down bigtime and wasted ov er 100 quid, i need help, i just cant sticvk to it anymore but i really need to im now backl to 11 stone 5.........grrrrrrrr
i didnt go for weigh in tuesday i coudnt face it and an thinkiing of not going this week as i have shakes already, im worried they will end up kicking me off the scheme, as my sister was not allowed to do it anympre with them as she went 4 times and never carried on, why have i done this to myself, plus is stopped smoking for 14 weeks and now im backl to 2o day, i was so happy, doing so well no fags or food for so long, why have i suddenly decided to ruin it all and let myself and my kids down:break_diet:
and when im so happy right now too not down so why
ive eaten, crisps, bread, crumpets, pie and chips yesterday, and ya know what i feel rreally down now, ive gain 5lbs in 3 days, yes 5 bloody lbs..............so now instead of a stone to go i have 1 n half
plus i have enough shakes to last another week bar one, to last another week, and i gona get bang back at it tomoz, im so upset with myself, in the last month i have only lost 4lbs and gained 5 back, ive let myself down bigtime and wasted ov er 100 quid, i need help, i just cant sticvk to it anymore but i really need to im now backl to 11 stone 5.........grrrrrrrr
i didnt go for weigh in tuesday i coudnt face it and an thinkiing of not going this week as i have shakes already, im worried they will end up kicking me off the scheme, as my sister was not allowed to do it anympre with them as she went 4 times and never carried on, why have i done this to myself, plus is stopped smoking for 14 weeks and now im backl to 2o day, i was so happy, doing so well no fags or food for so long, why have i suddenly decided to ruin it all and let myself and my kids down:break_diet:
and when im so happy right now too not down so why