loveablemonkey
Full Member
I'm looking for some advice and I need absolute honesty!! Basically in just under a month (16th June) I will be going away to a festival on the beach for 3 or 4 days with my boyfriend, his best friend, and 2 other mutual female friends.
The girls are size 8/10 with incredible bods, not a hint of a stretch mark or anything, and we will be on the beach so I'd love to be able to wear a bikini (or cut-out swimsuit at least) and I'm hoping to be 12st 7lbs by then which will take me to a BMI of 27.8. I just don't want to look like a whale next to them, and 'the fat one' - should I just get over it and wear what I want?
I'm kind of worried my boyfriend will be embarrassed of me though he'd never say anything or show it. And I'd be thinking he was checking them out whilst being secretly ashamed of me.
What do you guys think?? I have some stretchmarks but they're fading with bio-oil and I'm hoping to get a spray tan before I go to disguise them a bit, and my belly can look a tad wrinkly from the weightloss sometimes but not noticably unless you're looking for it. I'm really confident usually, when I'm dressed (and undressed, when its just me and him) its just we'll be with friends and I'll be semi nakey!
Dilemma!!
The girls are size 8/10 with incredible bods, not a hint of a stretch mark or anything, and we will be on the beach so I'd love to be able to wear a bikini (or cut-out swimsuit at least) and I'm hoping to be 12st 7lbs by then which will take me to a BMI of 27.8. I just don't want to look like a whale next to them, and 'the fat one' - should I just get over it and wear what I want?
I'm kind of worried my boyfriend will be embarrassed of me though he'd never say anything or show it. And I'd be thinking he was checking them out whilst being secretly ashamed of me.
What do you guys think?? I have some stretchmarks but they're fading with bio-oil and I'm hoping to get a spray tan before I go to disguise them a bit, and my belly can look a tad wrinkly from the weightloss sometimes but not noticably unless you're looking for it. I'm really confident usually, when I'm dressed (and undressed, when its just me and him) its just we'll be with friends and I'll be semi nakey!
Dilemma!!