Wannabeelovely
Silver Member
Hi everyone! My OH was away last night so I stayed up a lot later than usual and, for some strange reason, at 1am, I got up off the sofa and went and made myself a huge, ketosis-blowing bowl of cornflakes with loads of milk and sugar!! With every mouthful I was thinking 'Why am I doing this?' - but I still did it. So whats that all about???? I've been doing fab lately and felt really in control and relaxed so what made me do that?? Am I just rubbish or is it a thing that everyone does at times? I woke up this morning feeling very frustrated, annoyed and a bit incredulous that I could do such a stupid thing for no particular reason. I don't think my eating demons are ever going to truly leave me. I'm back on it this morning but bloody starving (again!). Sighhhhhhh!!!!!
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