Sorry I was all very vague...was just very emotional last night. He has never done anything but he lies about stupid things...where he is, what he is doing, what he spends his money on. When I find out the truth it is never bad but it makes me suspicious why he would lie in the first place. Today he was meant to be At my house for ten and he has slept in cause he was out drinking with his friends. I wouldn't mind if it was one off but he lets me down constantly like this. ( I don't mind him out with friends, I just hate that I am up and ready and waiting on him) Part of me thinks I'm overweight because I'm so unhappy but I can't imagine going through a break up with him. I am happy sometimes with him