Hi, I just cant seem to get back on cd again and I know its because i have a school reunion in 10 days time and am dreading it. So, its making me eat when I should be losing weight (which would make me feel better!!!) ie complete madness has set in!!! So daily I am feeling worse and more out of control and its probably too late to make much difference. Wish I had the confidence to just say s*d what others think, I just think I'll be judged for being fat and hence a failure which is odd as I don't judge others. I am bearing my soul a bit here and am desperate to get back in control. I am eating out of a fear of being not good enough as I am I suppose.
Sorry to be negative x
Sorry to be negative x