I got up this morning, stood in front of the mirror in a pair of girly boxer shorts and had real moment, my heart started pounded and I felt almost anxious. It didn't last long but has lefting me thinking and feeling "bloody hell"
I have had to buy a couple of items of clothing in a size 16 which is amazing and I love it, was in a 20-22 and haven't been in a 16 since I was 16-17!
I started trying on alsorts of different clothes looking for something to wear tomorrow as we are out for the day with some friends in Birmingham - I don't have anything suitable which fits - which again is great!
I know that the rapid weight loss doesn't allow my emotions and my brain to keep up but it was a real moment this morning. Not in an unpleasant way it just hit me.
When you are not looking in the mirror you don't see what others see or even see it as quick - in my opinion anyway.
I am feeling so over the moon but like I could cry too, in fact I just started but not cos I am unhappy but so incredibly proud and amazed at myself.
I had a random hit of sobbing like this when I first started.
My question is, did you have those moments of realisation and how did they affect you?
Kat xx
<smiling even though tears are rolling down my cheeks! lol>
I have had to buy a couple of items of clothing in a size 16 which is amazing and I love it, was in a 20-22 and haven't been in a 16 since I was 16-17!
I started trying on alsorts of different clothes looking for something to wear tomorrow as we are out for the day with some friends in Birmingham - I don't have anything suitable which fits - which again is great!
I know that the rapid weight loss doesn't allow my emotions and my brain to keep up but it was a real moment this morning. Not in an unpleasant way it just hit me.
When you are not looking in the mirror you don't see what others see or even see it as quick - in my opinion anyway.
I am feeling so over the moon but like I could cry too, in fact I just started but not cos I am unhappy but so incredibly proud and amazed at myself.
I had a random hit of sobbing like this when I first started.
My question is, did you have those moments of realisation and how did they affect you?
Kat xx