I had to go and see the ex today to close the joint account, only to find out we have to go back Tuesday! Grrr. I acted care-free and a little aloof. He had the excuse of leaving a bag full of my stuff at work, so we'd have to go get it. I say excuse cuz I know he puts everything in his locker, but managed to remember his bag, but not my bright orange one? Hmmm. Maybe Im feeling okish cuz I know Im seeing him on Tuesday. Once the time comes when I know we've nothing planned to see each other, then I'll probably go to pieces again. Still cant stomach anything, Had 1 tetra on Thursday, none yesterday and none today. I know that's not good.