charleypolequeen
Full Member
:cry:Im so own and strugling with tryng to start this CD i did it at ease last time and know im completley and uttlery not on it. i am planning on starting fresh tomorrow but as great as i feel about startung it, come lunch time and im out toi get sandwich chocs and whatever else in in sight , i keep telling myself only i can do this, i am also getting depresses whats wrong with me? when i managed 5 days i felt wonderful healthy then soon as Friday hit it was food time! i need encouragement im starting to loose myself and not care about how i look and i starting avoiding people with curtains shut , knowing all this and i still messing around with this plan:cry::cry::cry: