Cee143
Member
Hey All... I'm Cee...
After years of beating myself about my weight gain and big frame...I've finally decided once and for all to be proactive and do something about it.
I'm the only one who can motivate me, so I've managed to get my head into gear and hopefully my body will follow
As a 'big boned' girl from junior school onwards....I've always suffered from self esteem/confidence issues...meeting me you'd probably never know it as I've developed a great outgoing personality, to distract people away from my body. But inside, I'm conscious of my overly curvy figure....and eat to comfort myself a lot.
I am looking for love and for my life to come together...but thats not going to happen until I start loving me first...hence my name Cee143(143=I love you). Losing the weight will do wonders for my self esteem and confidence...all I want is to be happy with me.
Right, I'm on the Cambridge diet...I started last week....17th December 2011 (the day after my 30th bday) and my first weigh in is tomorrow 22nd December 2011.
I've done a million diets in my time, herbalife, lighterlife, slimming world, Weight watchers....diet pills, cutting down and gym, juice diet....everything! But decided to return to Cambridge as its a diet I know I can handle and I have a really great consultant too...
I think the reason I have failed with diets in the past is because I've not had a clear focus, direction and a support system...so joining this site I feel is a step in a positive direction in terms of me getting to my goals.
SO! with that said I am going to keep this diary, faithfully and update on my progress, weigh-ins, ups, downs, highs and lows until I get to my goal. I need your support guys and I'll offer my support to you too. So glad I'm doing this....I feel liberated already!!
Tomorrow is weigh in day...hoping for a nice loss tomorrow to propel me into next week...will keep you posted.x
After years of beating myself about my weight gain and big frame...I've finally decided once and for all to be proactive and do something about it.
I'm the only one who can motivate me, so I've managed to get my head into gear and hopefully my body will follow
As a 'big boned' girl from junior school onwards....I've always suffered from self esteem/confidence issues...meeting me you'd probably never know it as I've developed a great outgoing personality, to distract people away from my body. But inside, I'm conscious of my overly curvy figure....and eat to comfort myself a lot.
I am looking for love and for my life to come together...but thats not going to happen until I start loving me first...hence my name Cee143(143=I love you). Losing the weight will do wonders for my self esteem and confidence...all I want is to be happy with me.
Right, I'm on the Cambridge diet...I started last week....17th December 2011 (the day after my 30th bday) and my first weigh in is tomorrow 22nd December 2011.
I've done a million diets in my time, herbalife, lighterlife, slimming world, Weight watchers....diet pills, cutting down and gym, juice diet....everything! But decided to return to Cambridge as its a diet I know I can handle and I have a really great consultant too...
I think the reason I have failed with diets in the past is because I've not had a clear focus, direction and a support system...so joining this site I feel is a step in a positive direction in terms of me getting to my goals.
SO! with that said I am going to keep this diary, faithfully and update on my progress, weigh-ins, ups, downs, highs and lows until I get to my goal. I need your support guys and I'll offer my support to you too. So glad I'm doing this....I feel liberated already!!
Tomorrow is weigh in day...hoping for a nice loss tomorrow to propel me into next week...will keep you posted.x