Well at last I'm back, after 2 full weeks of eating and drinking(have had the most social xmas for years-mainly because we have had the room to entertain people in our new house).
The damage on my own scales since I last weighed myself on 18th December this morning was a whopping 1st 5.....I was expecting this as I could see my face change shape and as I say have eaten like it was xmas day every day!
I do feel like a bloke in drag again ,but no point wallowing I had fun and am now truelly ready to put the lid on food n booze for a bit-holiday 7 weeks on Tues and I would be happy if I could get back to 13.4 by then.
Also totm probs again,and am determined to get some help,but won't go to docs til bmi 25 so they can't give me the old lose weight speech.
Only prob is our very good friend still not confirmed what's happening on her 40th,but rumours may be possible trip to Lakes in 2 weeks,I have already told myself not going to use Master T's birthday or valentine's day as excuse to come off plan, as so near to holiday and I don't feel pressure to eat with family,we can have fun in other ways. However don't know if will have the will power or confidence to stick to cd if the trip arises-wouldn't be a prob if not so near to my re-start. Anyway it may not come off,so no point in worrying til it happens,I know if I stuck to cd even in restraunt I would feel so proud.
Anyway am likely to be spending a lot of time on here again,so will cross that bridge with the support of my mm pals if it comes to it.
Am already looking forward to Mr T going back to work, I know its no excuse,but it is so much easier to diet without him.
Glad to be back,Happy 2010 to all x
. I'm a big bummed but I don't really feel guilty. This way I could enjoy meals with my family and not just watch them eat! I'm back on track today and really hoping that getting back into keto isnt harder than the first time!
