Angie44
Silver Member
5 weeks ago on my 1st day on LT I sorted my wardrobe out and only put in it clothes that could be done up without stopping me breathing and that had no massive bulges showing.
I put the rest on a cheap clothes rail..I sorted the rail out today and found that pretty much all of those now fit and some are too loose even though they were not fitting back then.
I sorted the things that I no longer want into piles some to be given away, some thrown and some to be updated a bit like Twiggys frock exchange.
But then I panicked...I thought goddd I can't throw/give these away what will I do if I put the weightback on.....you see this is the first time I have managed to lose more than 1 and 1/2 stone and have usually put it back on plus a little more.
Now logically I know my head is in a different place but that little inner talk gremlin is planting self doubt again..not about failing on this diet as I am determined but about my future. I have not been a decent size for over 20 years.
I put the rest on a cheap clothes rail..I sorted the rail out today and found that pretty much all of those now fit and some are too loose even though they were not fitting back then.
I sorted the things that I no longer want into piles some to be given away, some thrown and some to be updated a bit like Twiggys frock exchange.
But then I panicked...I thought goddd I can't throw/give these away what will I do if I put the weightback on.....you see this is the first time I have managed to lose more than 1 and 1/2 stone and have usually put it back on plus a little more.
Now logically I know my head is in a different place but that little inner talk gremlin is planting self doubt again..not about failing on this diet as I am determined but about my future. I have not been a decent size for over 20 years.