cookey
Full Member
Well here goes:sigh:
I have been struggling for a while eating the packs.Two a day is about all i could mange and i just didn't want any more.I have gone from drinking soup,making crisps,melting the bars and having hot chocolate ,to just having one bar and the hot chocolate at bedtime.Last week i went out with the grandchildren and mother in law and i just couldn't face sitting with nothing so i ordered a grilled fillet of fish with dry lettuce,I couldn't believe anything could taste that good,and the best thing was (NOT) it didn't affect my ketosis or my weight loss.
Now the pain in my back and leg is so bad i am feeling sorry for myself,i am already struggling with lonliness in the evening(fairly newly widowed) and i have done it again and again.If i have a piece of grilled fish in the evening i feel full till the morning and dont get the urge to go foraging.its pathetic .I was so focused and i do really really want to lose this weight ,and i am succeeding with that but i AM STILL CHEATING,and that is making me even more miserable.
I am drinking my water which was the hardest thing for me in the beginning and during the day i am absolutely fine apart from not taking enough packs.
I will not give this up as i so need it but what the hell is wrong with me!!!!!
I have been struggling for a while eating the packs.Two a day is about all i could mange and i just didn't want any more.I have gone from drinking soup,making crisps,melting the bars and having hot chocolate ,to just having one bar and the hot chocolate at bedtime.Last week i went out with the grandchildren and mother in law and i just couldn't face sitting with nothing so i ordered a grilled fillet of fish with dry lettuce,I couldn't believe anything could taste that good,and the best thing was (NOT) it didn't affect my ketosis or my weight loss.
Now the pain in my back and leg is so bad i am feeling sorry for myself,i am already struggling with lonliness in the evening(fairly newly widowed) and i have done it again and again.If i have a piece of grilled fish in the evening i feel full till the morning and dont get the urge to go foraging.its pathetic .I was so focused and i do really really want to lose this weight ,and i am succeeding with that but i AM STILL CHEATING,and that is making me even more miserable.
I am drinking my water which was the hardest thing for me in the beginning and during the day i am absolutely fine apart from not taking enough packs.
I will not give this up as i so need it but what the hell is wrong with me!!!!!