MissPiggyFi
somebody shrink me
This morning my head is hung in shame. I got to day 4 yesterday, and then forund out I am going away for next weekend. I will be seeing people I haven't seen since last summer, when I was 4 stone lighter. I got really depressed about how fat I am, trying on outfits and looking awful in all of them :cry:
So what did I do? Become determined to stick to the diet? No. Stupid me decided to eat some cheese to 'cheer myself up'. I also had a single quality street, and a bowl of dry special k. THESE THINGS WEREN'T EVEN THAT NICE!!!! Why oh why have I ruined everything and made myself even more hungry??!!!
If I hadn't found out about next weekend, I wouldn't have cracked, but it's the mentality that "i'll probably end up eating something at the weekend, so I may as well give up now" confused!!
I am hungry this morning, and not happy!
So what did I do? Become determined to stick to the diet? No. Stupid me decided to eat some cheese to 'cheer myself up'. I also had a single quality street, and a bowl of dry special k. THESE THINGS WEREN'T EVEN THAT NICE!!!! Why oh why have I ruined everything and made myself even more hungry??!!!
If I hadn't found out about next weekend, I wouldn't have cracked, but it's the mentality that "i'll probably end up eating something at the weekend, so I may as well give up now" confused!!
I am hungry this morning, and not happy!