although to be honest on paper my bmi is mid to high 20's I still have slightly abnormal liver function tests. she sugested i lose weight a few years ago.being greedy i failed..i don't drink or smoke and am off all medication at the moment..so it can only be fat ...[a few months later she seemed to change her mind afraid of triggering my bulimia] i really hate myself for being so heavy i put my health at risk and that even that hasn't being enough to make me lose it..
i always used to kid myself that yes i was heavy for my height but surely i wasn't over weight enough to affect my health...it really makes me hate myself
i really hope i lose the 7 pound for my next blood test
They talked about the internal fat on the BBC 10 things to know about losing weight. The presenter, to look at didn't appear overweight, yet the amount of internal fat was high and he was in potential danger of diabeties.
That truly is scary! I have to agree this is the first time I have been shocked by something fat related. I'm going to think of it next time I feel like stuffing myself with chocolate! Right I cant wait to have a healthy bmi, going to stop messing around and start losing!!! x x (starting now with a nice jacket potato)