I'm so annoyed with myself. Having started really well for the first 3 months, the last 2 months I've really messed about on this diet. I'm finding it so hard to be strict again - and feel really cross that I ever came off it for my birthday, as since then I've found it really difficult. I know I've struggled in my head as well, because of seeing myself as big, but I'm slowly working through that one. Anyone got any tips for how to get back on the wagon and stay being strict (after faffing). I'm now 1.5 days back into TS and keep wanting to pick at something /stretch the boundaries or just outright jump off the wagon altogether.